'I wish I was listened to': NSW to respond to landmark birth trauma inquiry (trigger warning)
(an absolutely rage-making, horrifying, read)
‘I wish I was listened to’: NSW to respond to landmark birth trauma inquiry (trigger warning)
The inquiry has called for sweeping reforms amid concerns about the care women receive during pregnancy and birth.
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Sam Hall cradling her baby son [Courtesy of Sam Hall]
By Alex McKinnon
Published On 27 Aug 202427 Aug 2024
Sydney, Australia – Sam Hall, an Aboriginal woman from Ormiston in southeast Queensland, was 40 weeks pregnant when she felt her baby’s movements slow. She was already anxious about her son’s safety – earlier scans had found possible problems with her pregnancy, and her partner had genetic heart issues. But when she tried to raise her concerns with medical staff at her local hospital, she was dismissed and sent home. “I knew something was wrong,” Hall said. “I was made to feel like a nuisance. They put a lot of it down to me being a ‘paranoid mother’ so I was never taken seriously.” The next night, she went into labour. Terrified, she called the stand-in midwife she had been assigned. She was told to wait until her scheduled induction a day later.
“All she told me was to take some Panadol, have a shower and go back to bed,” Hall said. “[In the morning] she said to me: ‘I wish you just held out’ [to the preplanned induction time].” By the time Hall got to the hospital, her son’s heart rate was worryingly fast and she couldn’t feel him moving. It wasn’t until a shift change six hours later that medical staff decided to perform an emergency caesarean. By the time Hall’s son, Koah, was born that evening, one of his lungs had collapsed and he had inhaled meconium, or infant faecal matter. “By the time I first saw him, it was about 9pm,” Hall told Al Jazeera. “I couldn’t see him properly or touch him. He was such a little thing, with so many wires and cannulas attached. He had a CPAP (a mask that opens the airway and delivers oxygen to newborns with breathing difficulties) for the first couple of days. His face was so swollen it was red. Seeing your child like that changes something in you.” When a paediatrician came to give her an update, the trauma of Hall’s experience was compounded. “He was going through everything that was wrong and I started getting upset. He shushed me and told me I needed to be calm so he could get through what he needed to tell me,” Hall said.
Hall is one of thousands of women who have spoken out about their experience of giving birth in Australia amid a crisis in its healthcare system that has left parents traumatised, mothers with lifelong physical injuries, and driven healthcare workers out of the profession. A world-first parliamentary inquiry in the Australian state of New South Wales (NSW) has called for sweeping reforms to better protect women giving birth. But as the state government prepares to respond this week to its recommendations, mothers and advocates argue the inquiry did not go far enough.
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Amy Dawes told the inquiry she had life-changing injuries after giving birth [Courtesy of Amy Dawes]
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‘Trauma for generations’
Amy Dawes suffered life-altering injuries after giving birth to her daughter in 2013, but it took 16 months for her to be diagnosed with pelvic floor muscle damage. “That changed the trajectory of my life,” she said. “I was told I shouldn’t do any physical activity or pick up my daughter. I fell to pieces, to the point where I began thinking my daughter would be better off without me.” Dawes went on to establish the Australasian Birth Trauma Association (ABTA), a nonprofit that works to provide support while raising public and political awareness of birth trauma – as well as the underlying culture that dismisses and normalises women’s pain and suffering during pregnancy and childbirth. She hopes the inquiry will mark a turning point in how Australia’s healthcare system treats pregnant women. “There’s a common misconception that birth is just one day of a person’s life, but birth trauma can have ripple effects that last for generations,” Dawes said. “It can affect a parent’s ability to bond with their child, which affects the child’s development and their life in turn. It can cause relationships to suffer, not least because partners experience trauma as well. “The long-term effects of birth injuries, which remain largely overlooked – incontinence, pelvic organ prolapse – can prevent women from parenting their infants and children, returning to the workforce and exercising, which in turn has a huge effect on people’s mental health and well-being. The knock-on effects for society are enormous.”
Even though Koah is now thriving, Hall has not forgotten the pain that surrounded his birth. “He’s now such a beautiful, happy, healthy boy and I’m lucky to be his mum. But I still find it hard and incredibly unfair that this was his start to life,” Hall said. “I wish I was listened to and taken seriously. So much could have been avoided.”
https://www.aljazeera.com/news/2024/8/27/i-wish-i-was-listened-to-nsw-to-respond-to-landmark-birth-trauma-inquiry