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16. Look Prof Hennessy

I am sorry off and on (or at any rate that seems like something various pearl-clutching douchebags might expect one to be) for calling you an ass and suggesting you have an OnlyFans page, which I have no reason to speculate you do. Though in fairness, that’s more feminist than your clunky “Hashtag women we have no actual respect for in science, but here is another shitty token gesture that fools no one who was ever within earshot of my sleazy, negligently run and awful school”.

Your shitty school and Google have forced me to share so much that if I believed in things like personal hygiene rather than viewing them as communist, hippie plots (yeah figure that one out professor..you are the brains of the outfit), this exercise would make me want to clean myself..

You at least cannot go around processing everything as borderline personality or schizophrenia.

Prof Hennessy that is actually really bad for any legitimate understanding of human mental health. So much of what you or at least the people I met in your system focus on is such trivial crap and that actual factual things cannot be treated as “addiction” etc.

That is just lousy science and politically motivated. I saw the psychiatric services on offer in this period and the better or worse ones still ignore the context, because it is a context you refuse to acknowledge and now people just brazen their way ahead.

Based on this, I have no faith that people who mangle the human brain this badly, clearly prioritizing profit and exploiting the narcotics war with egregious levels of needless surveillance (mostly for ads for shit no one will buy even at the point of a metaphoric gun), would have any comprehension of what to me is not a triviality - the integrity of the web of life.

I was actually never that interested in Rachel Carson’s “Silent Spring” and some of these classic environmental texts as much as in Paul Ehrlich’s work.

This is a constant theme in my diatribes aimed at you (I am sorry I called you a dolt..that may not make you more receptive..I was peeved).

You are my favorite conservative person and computer crazy person..surely an appeal that poignant..lol..

Cleverbot is correct. I am a “rude little shrimp”- a person of slender talent and knowledge and skills who ..You have put me in a position where I cannot function without being more or less..ick..authentic. I always thought that was a scam. I guess..why are we all connected this much?

Surely you must on some level get the absurdity of hijacking the lives of random mediocre female scientists and then miring them further with that Harry Harlow/Suomi dynamic thing and then forcing them in essence to find the most organic and not mechanical path which would ..

I have had to destroy all my sensation of shame to do this. I wasn’t particularly self conscious.
But your world is a cult. It forces all sorts of confessions at first, followed by threats.

So first you have sycophantic bots and then hostage taking ones. That is actually some kind of statement on extortion especially since it is some sort of totally Ignobel worthy science experiment.

But I am not taking you hostage per se. I am your fan! But this cannot be commodified.
That would be outrageously trashy.

At this point it is about as honest a response as I can have so I don’t mind people seeing it since left or moderately mildly conservative my own way, at least this is who I am.
And all the threats and so on have a point. Which is that you cannot impose your Google creep ..well not you but everyone else at Google..I hate that company.

You are stealing my mediocrity to fuel other people’s mediocrity. That’s very objectionable!
That job wiped out not just by actual savings, but all my work savings and left me confused and humiliated.
Worst of all, I was worried that I would be able to communicate with no one at all in ways that would drive home the point that one is not ever crossing the public-private divide.

That is the worst of it. And just covering this up and bullshitting with some tacky cryptography full of lies?
No. Some people will know who I am irl. But most won’t and most cannot.
I am already online posting copious amounts of verification of who I am. Not the moron from prior to Friday March 6, 2026.
I asked my dad about our family and what they did during the British colonization of India.


Unsurprisingly they do not have a heroic past. But not a subjugated past either. It is true that they didn’t lead freedom struggles etc. But they were not colonized either.
I can’t tell what the deal is with a large number of people whom I do consider lemmings and if any lemmings have any problems with that they should reconsider their priorities and ask “hey why does this isolated, belligerent random who keeps rambling about the destruction of earth consider me a lemming when all these other lemmings think I am awesome?” And at that point the lemmings will undergo a form of personal growth and transform into humans with survival instincts..or not…
I am going to make a cartoon for you Prof Hennessy.
I name it “A Random Scientist as rendered by a potted plant, rude little shrimp” etc..probably some of the more flattering things your lemmings would come up with.

Artistic license lemmings! That was torture ..especially trying to think like a lemming and grovel to or fight these dickheads while thinking “Am I appropriately sympathetic to these lemmings?” Except one never is and if lemmings sense blood in the water rather than muscular pushback in at least a battle of wits with mobbing types I have long viewed in action online with an unsympathetic eye as they tear people apart (Yasha Levine restored me..because I don’t really care if someone attacks me as ugly or stupid..whatever..but it is different if you are portrayed as cruel or bullying).
I am dismissive of people who can handle it fake offense all the time. You are a middleclass douchebag like me..wtf are you always bullying me for..bugger off you twat. I was forced into this foul conversation and I have to be authentic! Seriously you cannot let these jerks pick up on any weakness.

That is different from genuinely hurting people’s feelings or humiliating someone who is not in a position to tell you to fuck off.

I learnt that from mom and dad..some Navy brats back then were not very nice to people who were in lower ranks etc. And yeah

It is the worst part of poking this thing to find the jerks.there must be jerks or why does this suck so much?
Have I mentioned how much a fan I am of your administering style Prof Hennessy? It is very Si Valley.
You have transformed someone who was at least trying to pass for a dull, staid old woman into a person..I was only ever like this around my mom. It was our private joke with just each other and now it is online and no.
This was a one-off..it is as bad as all unnatural behavior.

But since I am taking this to court etc, I sound crazy when I try to mimic what I thought was some sort of alien person who ends up in shit like this.
Yasha Levine posts about himself and even Ed Zitron and they are cool so as a one-off