My cousin has changed her story with me and I am so confused. After the initial call where she agreed with the sex abuse

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abuse and my mother's physical and emotional abuse from the time I was a young child.urinal infections, broken bones, black eyes and never being told my mother loved me or kiss me. My cousin told me about her financial problems and being on wellfare, and using the food bank . I decided to use the 100 dollars I would have sent my family to my get 100 food cards. She calls me up to thank me for the cards, but tells me that what I am doing to my family is wrong by cutting off ties. That my mother deserves respect because no matter what she did to me--the last being making fun of my dead father and myself at his funeral, she has the right to say as she gave birth to me. She had the right to knock my baby teeth out, filming my drunk brother sitting on my stomach punching me in the face and breasts.break my bones, because they are family. I was shocked. I could mention more. but I won't. I called the Suicide Hotline. but hung up, looked at my pills for depression and anxiety and thought I should end it all. Both Thursday and Friday, I called my doctor to see if I could talk to someone. But my doctor was out of town. I don't want to go to the hospital, I can only expect that she had contact with my family and they gaslighted her as my cousin said she doesn't want to be involved and she gave me life. I am so confused . If you followed my story all summer I took my sister to all her appointments for cancer that was through out her body. She never gave me or my husband a card of thanks from the 1000 given to her from the nursing home where she works. I sat with her for a 6 hr procedure and a 12 hr procedure. and a complaining car ride about how awful my husband drives. sometimes I want to end it, like I did the other night. I am so tired of all the nightmares , not eating, I do have two CAT scheduled for next Friday. and I really don;t give a shit what happens.