I don't even have a doctor in the real sense, as the one I was seeing went on a year long 'bike trip' to China, where her family is from. She has not returned yet. I have been shuffled to some young buck who can barely hide his distaste upon seeing this decrepit person.
I tried to find help through the county. There is nothing there. They have services that apply to Medicaid patients, but I am not one. They won't give it to me. I am not old enough. I am not worth such a thing apparently.
I have no idea who to call. I have no idea what to do. I need help. There is none to be had.
No one cares enough to do anything, so it is very hard to believe it when people say otherwise. I mean, I remember living in Raleigh, N.C., and we were about to be hit with some real winter weather. There was a discussion about what to do about the city's homeless. Now, bear in mind that, at the time, the City of Raleigh owned most of the big, old warehouses by the train tracks. They were sitting pretty much empty because the city was trying to rent them out but no one seemed to want them. With this resource at their disposal, what do you think they decided to do? They decided to let the homeless handle things themselves because they 'had no resources to help them.'
And, I am supposed to believe that anyone cares about someone who doesn't have a worth in the millions. I am an uncooperative serf, because I cannot work and I need assistance. The oligarchs have no time for non-profitable serfs. They have to die out so that more workers can come and make them richer. I am not rich. I don't make other people rich. Therefore, I am less than worthless. The fact that my life's efforts to date amount to nothing and mean nothing is more than I can handle and the fact that things don't have to be this way, but are, is just proof that it is time.
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