I know I'm not ready

[duncang]

Awhile back as I was shopping there was a woman who turned up on all the aisles I was at. That could be coincidence but each time I saw her she was already looking and smiling at me. It happened about 7-8 times. Even when I was loading groceries in the back of my car. She had a beautiful smile and lit up face. I kind of wanted to say something. But just left. It’s been a year and 3 months since my wife passed away. I’m still a mess and confused. Now I’m wondering if I should have said something. I have no idea if I will ever take that step.