so today I continued my self care... and took care of some lingering "stuff" from my divorce. Packed up more of her stuff, cleaned the car for sale, colored my hair, and took a nap...
I continued to monitor my inner and outer dialog and thought of the JOY I will have whyen the last of the divorce stuff is handled, the joy of driving my new car that isn't hers, and gave myself kudos for shifting the energy of the WHOLE HOUSE so well!
I woke up from my nap to a message from the lady I worked on at the market...she's coming over tomorrow for a full session!
And my home office/studio is actuall looking awesome, I might just go ahead and start offering sessions here, instead of waiting for a space to rent...
onward and upward... "just keep swimming" 
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